But why is Shri Mataji silent for so long and continues to bear witness?

> > This incident is evidence that Shri Mataji does not talk to Sir CP
> as has been claimed by WCASY and himself. It is just not true as
> She has stopped talking due to the medication administered to Her.

Shri Mataji used to be a prolific talker who literally spent the last three decades traversing and criss-crossing the globe every year in an effort to enlighten humanity. We all know the prodigious time and effort spent by Her in talking with fellow human beings, sometimes for hours at end. She promised to spread Sahaja Yoga before attaining Mahasamadhi.

Then a minor incident in April 2003 snowballed into what we have today. Shri Mataji, then an octogenarian, had some hallucinations. It ended with Her being given an anti-psychotic drug Risperidone.

Since being given medication She has not communicated with any person in any meaningful way over the last three years. i thought the medication was the cause of Her inability to talk. However today i have realized that is NOT THE CASE! Risperidone does not silence the patient.

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So why is Shri Mataji so silent for so long? It is as if Shri Mahamaya is playing a game with those who have boldly hijacked Her Will and now raised and praised Sir CP to be the incarnation of Shri Shiva. Sir Shiva, in return for such a blessing, has empowered WCASY to act as judge, jury and executioner.

Violet has raised a very troubling point that also pricked my conscience:

"Here then is the advice given from the person of whom Shri Mataji wrote: "Any advice from him should not be accepted at all." (http://www.adishakti.org/images/sm_1998_letter.JPG) When you read what he advised... i am sure it will become clear why Shri Mataji told us not to listen to him:

Sir CP:

"One thing I want to mention - World Council - is that She (Shri Mataji) desires for me to convey to you that the World Council is the highest authority in Sahaja Yoga, representing Her will. And this will be, the World Council, will be the final deciding authority in Sahaja Yoga collectives. There should be no doubt about that. That is Her will, and on behalf of Her, the World Council will be acting. Is that clear to everyone? That is Her will and She asked me to convey this, and I am conveying it to you. The final authority is the World Council. Everything else emanates from the World Council. Whatever decision is to be taken, the World Council takes, because that is Her will. The Council represents Her will. Alright? So there should be no confusion in future. That has been decided. Thereafter, what happens where is a matter for the World Council to decide. We have now to move forward, carry forward the message and act on that basis."


"The T-square formations between Moon-Mars, Venus, Jupiter and Neptune, indicate that some of the plans of Mataji might be hindered by obstructive activities of evil and negative forces. Also Mataji might have to steer through conflicting loyalties and aims, of some of her so-called followers who are enemies in disguise. But despite all this, she will find her way to the goal of her life, viz., universal Self-Realization!".


That brings us back to the same question: But why is Shri Mataji silent for so long and continues to bear witness to the official orgies of the copulating parties tightly locked in embrace in their lust for power and self-aggrandizement?

But then She promised to spread Sahaja Yoga before attaining Mahasamadhi. i know Her deafening silence has begun raising outsiders who will complete that task, and continue long after She has left. Shri Mataji has steered through the conflicting loyalties and aims of some of her so-called followers who are enemies in disguise. Despite all this, She has found the way to the goal of Her life, viz., universal Self-Realization! There is nothing WCASY or Sir Shiva can do to stop Her now. It does not matter anymore if Sir Shiva does not agree to uphold the truth of www.adishakti.org and www.al-qiyamah.org which Dr. B presented and made clear to him in a lengthy letter that called for his unconditional duty towards Shri Mataji. It is obvious that WCASY and Sir Shiva work hand in glove to suppress Shri Mataji's Divine Message to humanity, and both have made clear their intentions and we have evidence. The Adi Shakti, both within and without, knows that neither WCASY nor Sir CP is interested in propagating Her incarnation and Message.

i know deep in my heart that Shri Mataji did not summoned Dr. B to examine Her ear. In Her silence She has exposed all those who work against Her, specifically her husband Sir Shiva. She also laid bare the boldness and blasphemy humans are capable of, acts they would have shuddered of committing when She was in Her element. Perhaps this was to be Her final act to expose the negativity that has overwhelmed the Sahaja Yoga organization. Perhaps all this is a harbinger of the trials and tribulations to be faced by the concerned and conscientious faithful after She departs.

Remember the supreme devotion (parabhakti) She has described? That is your only sanctuary now ............. seek Her within!


Note: John Noyce, please sent a copy of this email to WCASY and Sir Shiva.

--- In adishakti_sahaja_yoga@yahoogroups.com, "jagbir singh"
> Dear Xxxxxx,
> Thank you for this 'shocking' mail. i did not know Sir CP is now
> regarded as Shiva. Shri Mataji never ever even once hinted that her
> husband was in any way divine. On the contrary, She did lament that
> even Her own family (husband and children) do not recognize Her.
> How come now when Shri Mataji is old, drugged and incapacitated we
> start hearing of things She never said? i.e., words are put in Her
> mouth because She refuses to say so on Her own.
> So maybe we will have to wait for Sir C P to officially announce
> that he is Shiva. Perhaps then WCASY can request SYs to start
> meditating on his lotus feet too.
> regards,
> jagbir
> Note: i just realized that WCASY's Sir Shiva has a serious
> credibility problem that will now haunt all of them. It is as if
> Shri Mataji knew what was coming and gifted the guilty parties with
> enough rope to hang all who participated in this terrible
> transgression and blasphemy despite Shri Mataji's explicit
> instructions: "Specially my husband has no right over my body and
> any advice from him should not be accepted at all".
> Why do i have this feeling that WCASY's Sir Shiva will need a lot
> of smoke and mirrors to pull this off?............. sorry, i forgot
> wool for SYs. But does Sir C P know he has been elevated to Shiva
> by WCASY, perhaps without his knowledge or consent? WCASY is more
> sinister than we think ............... and time will tell.
> >
> > Dear All,
> >
> > i read Shri Mataji's 1998 letter again and compared it with Her
> > previous chakra notes. Even with the brief notes i found that
> > letters "a, b, d. h. m, n, r, y" matched in both documents i.e.,
> > there is no need for a handwriting expert. By all means Shri
> > Mataji did write the letter below to all SYs and is no forgery.
> > So what did She declare to all SYs?
> >
> >
> > To whomsoever it may concern
> >
> > I want to state that nobody has any right on my body, without my
> > permission I should not be treated by any doctor vidya or any
> > other person.
> >
> > Specially my husband and my family members should not at all have
> > any say in my sickness, no one has to admit me in any hospital.
> > Even Sahaja Yogis cannot admit me to the hospital or treat me or
> > arrange any doctor for treatment for me.
> >
> > I want to declare that my family should never never admit me in
> > the hospital. Specially my husband has no right over my body and
> > any advice from him should not be accepted at all. In short I do
> > not want to be admitted in any hospital by anyone.
> >
> > Before my death I will write what is to be done with my body.
> >
> > sg. Mataji Nirmala Devi
> > Mrs. Nirmala Srivastava
> > 10th. Dec 1998

> >
> > http://www.adishakti.org/images/sm_1998_letter.JPG
> >
> >
> Dear Jagbir,
> Jai Shri Mataji! We're so glad to have been told about your Shri
> Adishakti website because it has been very difficult and frustrated
> of not being able to express our views in these past two years due
> to the total control of the Sahaj official website and national
> websites around the world by WCASY and their followers.
> My husband and I, who have been in Sahaj for more than 20 years,
> truly admire you and your family for having such tremendous courage
> and inner strength to stand up for the Truth and sticking to your
> principles because we also have been subjected to similar fate as
> you have been through in the past 3 years. We also have great
> admiration for those true yogis like Sergei, Guido, Derek, Al
> Ganesh, Henry Ho, the late Dr. Harald Knobel, Avinash and several
> more of my true brothers and sisters, whose characters have been
> tarnished, vilified and defamed publicly around the world in recent
> years by WCASY and their followers. How many times have Shri Mataji
> talked of Love? It is so apparent that after all these years
> they've never felt God's love in their heart and this is why so
> many of them have fallen in the spider's web.
> However much they try to attack and discredit me, they can never
> ever ever destroy my spirit, my faith and my love for Shri Mataji
> which are a permanent fixture in my heart! I must say, there have
> been times when the attacks they inflicted upon me was so
> horrendous that it has posed risk to my health and danger to me
> and my family, I thought I would not be able to last any longer.
> My survival through this awful time only comes from the
> protection, guidance and love of Shri Mataji and using clearing
> and cleansing techniques which She has recommended to us on a
> regular basis. She would come into my dreams regularly before,
> during or after an attack either to forewarn, to indicate, to
> soothe, to advice, to love, to correct or to reassure me.
> My family and I withdrew from the collective which has nothing to
> do of how we've been treated, but it has to do of how they,
> disgustingly, have been treating our Holy Divine Mother, God
> Almighty, Shri Adi Shakti for the past 3 and a half years. Often I
> would cry my eyes out and feel so ashamed of us as human beings who
> have been giving the greatest blessing of all and look at what
> they've done in the name of God. They violate Her Divine body by
> silen(cing) Her with this anti-psychotic drug, they parade Her
> around without any respect for Her physical well being, they have
> group photos taken with Shri Mataji in order to pamper their ego,
> they totally disregard all protocols which are needed to be
> observed for Shri Adi Shakti, they anointed and pontificated Sir C
> P and claimed publicly that Shri Mataji speaks through him and
> that he is Shiva, they sanctified Kalpina and Sadna by using shri
> before their names, they show photo of Sir C P's feet in the
> official website, they praised Sir C P by chanting "Bolo, shri
> papaji qui jay!" at the last Diwali puja, and finally, the
> ultimate sin committed against Shri Mataji is that they are doing
> their utmost to destroy by politicising, organising and distorting
> the teachings and works of God Almighty!
> Shri Mataji has said that She is the Adi Shakti and She is the only
> Incarnation on this earth, are they deaf or what? For all the years
> we've been in Sahaj, of course we've great respect Sir C P and his
> family, we never once regarded them as SYs. The only member of the
> family who is a SY was Shri Mataji's beloved brother, BabaMama. I
> would like to ask if anybody has witnessed any members of the
> family worship, meditate and bow to Shri Mataji at pujas in all
> these years?
> I know that those who are now considered as 'outsiders' will
> continue carrying the divine flame of Shri Mataji's and no one on
> this earth, particularly the WCASY and their followers, can stop us
> from spreading the True Message of our Holy Divine Mother. Gregoire
> had mentioned about fear in us, but do they have fear of the wrath
> of God?
> Jagbir, we'll keep in touch.
> Love,
> Xxxxxxx

Sir CP had no right to make public Shri Mataji's medical health and file

Dear Xxxxxxx,

i consider Sir C P's divulging of Shri Mataji's medical health and history to all SY leaders as one of the greatest misfortune in Sahaja Yoga history. Such matters were supposed to be strictly confidential that, in order to be made public, required the express permission of Shri Mataji due to the highly damaging and explosive nature of the medical file.


Any information about you, whether in electronic or physical form, regarding your medical history, mental or physical condition, or treatment is subject to California laws protecting your medical record confidentiality.


To be valid, an authorization form used by health care providers, HMOs and health care contractors must:

Be handwritten by you (or your authorized representative signing the authorization form) or be typewritten in no smaller than 8-point type.

Be clearly separate from any other language on the same page and have a line for your signature that serves no purpose other than to authorize the release of your information.

Be signed by one of the following:

-- you, the patient,
-- your legal representative if you are a minor or incompetent,
-- the beneficiary or personal representative of a deceased patient,
-- or your spouse or person financially responsible for you for the sole purpose of processing an application for health care insurance or enrollment in a health care service plan or employee benefit plan when you are to be an enrolled spouse or dependent under the policy or plan.
-- Specify the uses and limitations on the types of medical information to be disclosed,
-- Specify the name or functions of the health care provider that may disclose the information,
-- State the name or functions of the persons or entities authorized to receive the medical information,
-- State the specific uses and limitations on the use of the medical information by the persons or entities authorized to receive the medical information,
-- State a specific date after which the health care provider is no longer authorized to disclose your medical record information, and
-- State that you have a right to receive a copy of the authorization.12


Yes, but only in certain limited situations when necessary to provide you with appropriate health care. Your doctor or HMO is required to release your medical record information, even without your written authorization, to the following:

A court pursuant to a court order.

A board, commission, or administrative agency for purposes of resolving a dispute pursuant to its lawful authority.

A party to a proceeding before a court or administrative agency pursuant to an investigative subpoena.

An arbitrator or arbitration panel, when arbitration is lawfully requested by either party pursuant to a subpoena.

A government law enforcement agency pursuant to a search warrant


None of the above conditions or reasons were met.

Yes, some SYs may wonder why am i saying it only now. Well, i was under the impression that the 10th. Dec 1998 letter of Shri Mataji was a forgery i.e., She never wrote it. Only lately i realized that She did in fact write it and Her instructions were crystal clear and unequivocal.

If WCASY had sided with Her instead of Sir CP, or at least got Her express permission first for medical treatment and release of information, the present crisis would not have come. After all, how difficult was it for them to ask Shri Mataji on probably Her most important personal desire? WCASY seems to have all the time and luxury to ask 1001 mundane questions but not concerning Her express written order!!!??? How many of you would want your medical file be made public without your permission? This reeks of a most frightening negativity and foul play!

So SYs now think that WCASY's claim that Shri Mataji speaks through Sir CP is true and that he is Shiva? Let me tell you something to the contrary.

Last year a SY ENT expert, Dr. B, was summoned to Genoa, Italy by Sir CP to treat Shri Mataji's ear as She is hard of hearing. At the appointed hour Dr. B met Sir CP and Shri Mataji. Dr. B asked Shri Mataji if She wanted to be treated. There was no reply from Her. Then Dr. B again asked in a louder voice if he could examine Her. Again Shri Mataji remained silent.

It was then when Sir CP told Dr. B to go ahead as She had agreed. Dr. B was quite shocked by Sir CP's insincerity since Shri Mataji never gave any verbal hint or physical gesture that She can be examined. Dr. B then silently asked Her for forgiveness as he was about to perform an ear examination without Her permission. This incident is evidence that Shri Mataji does not talk to Sir CP as has been claimed by WCASY and himself. It is just not true as She has stopped talking due to the medication administered to Her.

WCASY's claim that Sir CP is Shiva is just pure fabrication. It was necessary for WCASY to bestow divinity on him as Sir CP holds the de facto power in the organization, not Shri Mataji. She is now reduced to a mere puppet involuntarily holding a rubber stamp that is used by WCASY to endorse and bless any undertaking - from assassinating Guido, poisoning Avinash, garroting Perezhogin to suppressing my websites and demonizing my children. WCASY and their hired hit man Alan Wherry is rumored to have now set the cross hair on Derek Lee. Yes, WCASY claims that all such acts have the blessings of Shri Mataji who 'speaks' through Sir Shiva ................. just ask Dr. B and you will know how much Shri Mataji's talks to Sir CP, in public or private.

But the main question is: "Did Sir CP have Shri Mataji's permission to make public Her medical health and file"? i have the right to ask because WCASY and Sir CP are now putting too many words in Her incapacitated mouth. Their outrageous claim that Sir CP is actually Shiva is the last straw. Tens of thousands of SYs are either too blissfully unaware or unfortunately dull to comprehend what is at stake! It is outsiders like us who have to wake them up.

Everything will be alright one day – i am sure too that the darkest hour comes just before dawn. Your Mother Kundalini within is recording all during the Last Judgment! Don't be fooled by humans who claim to be Her Will or Shiva. The Devi within has no partners or spouse. Even Shri Shiva meditates on Her! So do all others - Shri Ganesha, Jesus, Krishna, Radha, Rama, Sita, Brahma, Saraswati, Prophet Muhammad, Guru Nanak, Mahavira, Buddha - and all liberated souls in the Spirit World. So stand your sacred ground and don't budge an inch. Gladly leave the organization to continue on your own but don't ever sell your soul to WCASY or Sir Shiva. Your allegiance and attention at all times must be exclusively, unconditionally and without any question whatsoever on the Adi Shakti, the Devi within:

"Now listen attentively about the supreme devotion (parabhakti) which I will now describe to you. He always hears my glories and recites my name. His mind always dwells in me, like the incessant flow of oil, and he is the receptacle of all good qualities and gunas. But he does not have the least trace of any desire to get the fruits of his actions (karma). Indeed, he does not want the various levels of release (moksha), including being on the same plane as God (salokya), nearness to God (samipya), having the form of God (sarsti), union with God (sayujya) and other forms of release. Devi continues noting that true worshipers abandons all concepts of themselves, completely identify themselves with Devi, and make no distinctions between themselves and anything else. Worshipers find Devi in everything, including other souls:

He becomes filled with devotion for me alone, worships me only, knows nothing higher than to serve me, and he does not even want final release. He does not like neglecting the notions of "serving" (sevya) and the "servant who serves" (sevaka). He always meditates on me with a constant vigilance, actuated by a feeling of supreme devotion. He does not think of himself as separate from me, but rather thinks to himself, "I am the Lord (Bhagavati)." He considers all souls (jivas) as myself, and loves me as he loves himself. He makes no distinction between the souls and myself since he finds the same pure consciousness (caitanya) everywhere and manifested in all. He does not quarrel with anyone since he has abandoned all ideas of separateness. He bows down and worships the pure consciousness and all the souls. He becomes filled with the highest love when he sees my place, sees my devotees, hears the scriptures, describes my deeds, and meditates on my mantras. His hairs stand on end out of love for me and his tears of love flow incessantly from both of his eyes. He recites my name deeds in a voice that is choked with feelings of love for me. With intense feeling he worships me as the mother of this universe and the cause of all causes." [Devi Bhagavata Purana, 7.37]

Jai Shri Ganapathy,


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